Selfishness

Still remembering when I was a teenager first. Emotions pile up and selfishness too high. Where I still often dodge and run reality. Though all beautiful if if not too selfish. Selfish words that most often say when people who just know only my name. That's how I used to be. It used to be more comfortable sitting alone, joking with the same friends as me. And we can say we are intorversion or the most magical creatures in school. But now my friend is successful with his introvert by sitting in front of the computer and blogging.
At school I was rather different, less like to talk either because if you speak in a rage the teacher until called to the headroom of the school. Maybe it makes me a little traumatized. And also when I talked roughly to the teacher I liked best when he taught. It seems to want to apologize to him. May he be all right.
That was when I was in elementary school but a lot of religious lessons and also not a pesantren. Hopefully pass you by. I am a school value fit into the school that excel in my city. I think this is so far away from home school so gk had a chance to play games. New school new friends, I meet people who are smart here and some like me anyway. There are smart times and lazy times. I am a regular person. Ordinary to reply if there is a homework or exam. I know this brain has a limit. Limit for school a bit more to think fun things.
Year two at school.
This is where I start I think, the school is doing hell
Learn or have fun ??. Yes I choose to learn which he said if we are smart certainly rich. The problem is I learned the entry of a few exit a lot. Many think how to quickly go home to play games with friends.
That's...
Little little story that makes me feel I want to go home is when a person or gender is different from me often calling me. Yes I smile aja, do we respect him. But over time it became different, he was more aggressive, angry not clear, and most I do not like to ask for a hug when in front of everyone. He often invites me to walk but I am very cowardly and arrogant people who level the highest level.
Beginning every day I hear him screaming is not clear. He said he just broke up with his girlfriend or maybe he was just like me Loneliness (I just realized this now). Hahahaha ... Hiks.
Hahaha for that it is funny and Hiks for that why not happen now ...
Sad if I remember him, who may have forgotten me ..
Unfortunately I can not lupain him, but there is a long time to fix it, but that's more selfish. My heart disease that until now can not be lost until whenever. Now do not have to forget in mind as a continuous learning. And that's what I learn to remember a bit and apparently a lot. I never want to learn.